My last day in Mariestad...

Hey, everyone and good evening! 

     It's about 6:30 PM here in Thailand and the sky is getting darker and darker. I just finished reading "Twilight, Breaking Dawn". Has anyone read the book? I've seen the movie, but I was very surprised about how much detail was missing from the book. Maybe it wasn't so necessary to put everything from the book in the movie, but for me, I think that reading the book was much more fun and exciting than watching the movie.

So as usual (since I started blogging) last night I tried to rewind my memories until those last few days I had in Sweden. It was pretty hard for me to go back and feel the pain again, but sometimes I think it's good for me, cuz somehow it makes me stronger.

Let's continue from yesterday..


My last day in Mariestad (my home) was a very emotional day. Filled with lots of emotions and tears. I remember that my best friends came over to my home and I can see the picture in my head when we lied on the floor just sharing all of the wonderful memories from our friendship.We commented on every single detail we could remember and then we would just burst out laughing. But in all those laughs we knew that it would take a very long time after this that we would be able to make new ones. It was hard.. Knowing that this might be the last time in many years that we would hang out...
We made a promise, we made a promise that whatever was gonna happen after this we would ALWAYS be friends! <3 ALWAYS! <3 Just thinking about it makes me very emotional. It was a promise I knew that everyone would keep! And until now, we're all still friends.
We laid there for hours.. Just sharing and laughing. And then comes the last moment when you have to say goodbye. I remember myself laughing and then a second later just crying and hugging everyone. It was a feeling I've never ever felt before, and I hope that nobody would ever feel that way! It's so hard to describe the feeling, but for what I can, my heart was hurting so bad. It felt like my head was gonna explode after all of the cryings. It felt like my heart just died a bit of all the emotions. We hugged for a very long time, felt like hours to me, but it wasn't enough! I wish I could just stop the time, right there at that special moment and just hug my best friends forever. But I knew that wasn't possible. We forced to let go and we said goodbye one last time before they all went home.
Then it was just me and my home. I was at the door staring into my house. My empty house with nothing left except blank walls and clean floors. With tears running down my eyes, I took one deep breath, turned around and closed the door. My parents were waiting for me in the car so I ran down and into the car. I remember my dad saying, "don't worry honey, this will always be our home". And the we drove off.
I remember sitting in the back seat forcing myself now to look back, but it was impossible. I turned around and watch our house slowly fade away. I couldn't turn. I sat there looking back. The tears just kept running down my face and I didn't want to stop. I wanted to cry, I just wanted to continue crying...
My last day in Mariestad is one of the most remembered days in my entire life.

After about 2 hours of driving, we arrived at Gothenburg. Before we were gonna fly to Thailand, we stayed at my big sister's house in Gothenburg for about 2-3 days. And those days were gonna me my last few days in Sweden.

So that was my last day in Mariestad. A small town I called "home". I really hope you all enjoyed it. And please forgive me it there's anything wrong. Please comment below and tell me what you think! :)

Next time I'm gonna write about my last 3 days Sweden. So stay tuned! <3

xoxo ItsFaridaa